Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Jealousy





Jealous
The world swivels side to side
It is all tinted red, with faces, his face
My devotion, gone by her voice

One, two, inhale,exhale

  His jokes are not for me, the laughter not mine
Compliments once in my possession, now deep in the ocean
resting on the floor, covered in seaweed

One, two, inhale,exhale

He stands there, a light radiating from his face
My Imagination, dream moment,us together
But she stands there,eyes glowing, no darkness in between them

One, two, inhale,exhale

He walks to me,face stony but suddenly lightens
I smile broadly, heart open, soul dancing
But someone else's heart rushes forward,their soul smiling 

One, two, inhale,exhale

It creates self-dought, the destruction of fragile minds
Of course it's not meant for me
Was it ever really meant for me?

One, two, inhale,exhale

I love you, now I hate you for causing me pain
Now  can't talk to my friends for jealousy comes out of my selfish mouth 
You've brought out my worst, the spirit no one likes 

One, two,three, inhale ,exhale, inhale

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

A Moment, The Moment

A Moment, The Moment

I felt a rising in my soul
A weight that I was finally strong enough to lift
A power shaking my shuddering my heart
The whisper gone in the minutes moment
A breath lost in the grains of time
Newfound confidence giving space for a chest to breathe
The world being lifted off my shoulders
Laughter for the pleasure and music or,
Tears for the pain and lyrics of life
A carefree attitude as the world whisks by
More the precious then the fountain of life
or the tear of the golden maiden
The loving caress and feeling and effort
A moment,the minute, a heart and soul being touched
                                                                                      -  Molly